Just Another Day =(

Well..

This is my second day of working in Oasis kinder garden..

That's too free..

Free until I have my own time to trance...

Suffer =(

Everytime when I think about you..

My heart will automatically feel pain...

It is really really pain =(

Pain until I refuses to bear it..

Think about it..

AND...

Cannot be understand by others...

No matter how many times I tell my friend about my love story..

No matter how I express my feeling..

I just felt that is NOT ENOUGH~!!

Because..they are not me...

They cannot understand my real feeling..

I really trying to figure out..

One of your bad things..

Really none of it...

Sigh..

I have thought before..

Will I feel better IF I hate you???

I do not know...

Cause I really really really..thoroughly..

Cannot angry at you..

Sigh..

WHY AR???

Even angry also no..

Not even once..

There is only HURT & SAD...

I am lazy to make up myself nicely...

NO MOOD AT ALL...

However..

I tell myself I MUST~!!

I know very well that in this world,

NOT ONLY YOU...

But its really when it came to me..

Isn't I ask too much??

Or actually I have put much much hopes on you??

Due to my first fail love story also??

May be...

I'm tired of thinking all of these..

Tire...

But why can't my brain just STOP THINKING ALL OF THESE SHYT??!?!!