Please do not give me any hope anymore

Please...

I don't wanna spoilt my image again in front of you..

You do not know my feeling...

Very hurt...Sad...

I very tired of it le..

My dear...

一个人的脸上有太多的笑 ，是因为心里有太多的痛， 因为伤了 ，所以伪装

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 总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑 容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个 人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久， 他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复 杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其 实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！ 如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

by Darren Tang

I should let you go,If I LOVE YOU

I should let you go,

If I LOVE YOU

Confusing..

Sigh

Now is my turn do not know what to do maybe??

Even thought you are beside me..

I feel that is strange..

Maybe because you not that love me anymore?

The feeling is different from past time..

I told myself to not think too much

However,girls are sensitive...

And usually what they also the real...

Should I give up my insistence??

Let you go..

This might be good to us?

Especially you...

Trying so hard to get the chance together with you

But I realize the problem is actually more serious than I thought

Do you realize?

Something cannot be missing..

I found it out...

Feeling...

Really...

After we together back,

Lesser lao po I can hear..

Lesser concern I can feel from your message..

Your call..

Isn't I request too much

Or hope for too much?

Or maybe...

I really have to let you go now??

I don't know

"I don't know"

This is the sentence you use to tell me nowadays...

I'm wondering, whether is I too disturbing??

So you have to perfunctory me??

I don't know too...

You told me before..

We will been through all the hardship..

Cause we love each other

I worry about you..

Because I do not know what is happening on you...

You refuses to tell me..

I feel so hurt..sad..(tears dropping)

Cause you've promised me you will share everything with me..

Now...no more...

The feeling is complicated..

I don't know how to express..

Due to i got a lot of problems facing too

I really need you by my side

To share my pain

It is suffer I have to bear all these alone

Yet it is my fate

Remember I said before??

After you, I will be single..

Don't want in a relationship anymore..

I need time..

TO recover my hurts...

To forgot hurts...

To get my confident of love..

To trust love is beautiful...

After twice of the experience,

I scared of love...

Please don't come to me anymore..

You told me,if we are fate to together, 

we will couple again in the future time..

However,

Do you ever think maybe that time I've already dead?

That time I've already marry?

I've leave you far far away?

Even thought I'm still loving you a lot..

Is that fate??

I don't know..

I already tried my best to save our relationship

Yet still fail..

Here is a message you sent me before...

You are always there for me,

When things tend to go wrong,

It's that faith you have in me,

Thats makes our love strong.

I'm not sure whether you still remember or not..

For me, Its important..

I wanna get out of your life..

Since I'm too disturbing..

Your life have been disturb by me..

And makes you suffer...

Yesterday,

You cried in front of me

My heart is very pain..

I am not tend to makes you cry

But once you cry,

I know you also don't want break up with me,

WHY WE HAVE TO SUFFER OURSELVES AND SEPARATE??

I can walk through all the hardships with you

Accompany you whenever you need me..

Just by your side

Hand hold hand

I trust we can

But you rejected..

You rejected me..

As i'm a stranger..

I miss the time we together

We cry

We laugh

We play

We celebrate

We share

We love....

Now everything are gone..

Cause you choose to give up without my permission

And also my knowing

I love the way you hug me

I love the way you kiss me

I love the way you protect me

I love you..

Cause you are you

Nobody can replace you...

Why

Why don't you call me

Are you afraid?

Your friends all told me

You think I'm all that

Well it don't make sense

It's just craziness

Ooh I need to know where were at

Wondering why, you're acting this way baby

Wondering why, you can't find any words to say

Maybe someone told you a lie

Or maybe you're just being shy

Keep wondering why

Why when you see me

You pretend I'm not there

But when I see your eyes

Somehow you seem to care

Unbelievable, inconceivable

Need to know if we're going anywhere

Wondering why, you're acting this way baby

Wondering why, you can't find any words to say

Maybe someone told you a lie

Or maybe you're just being shy

Keep wondering why

Well it don't make sense

It's just craziness

Ooh I need to know where were at

Wondering why, you're acting this way baby

Wondering why, you can't find any words to say

Maybe someone told you a lie

Or maybe you're just being shy

Keep wondering why

by M2M

距离

距离搬家其实只剩下一两天而已

唉~

其实搬家并不是一间坏事

但为什么我那么不想它发生呢??

矛盾

搬家后，

就不能像以往一样，

喜欢就跑去找你

加上接下来的几个月，

我都会非常忙

根本见不到你

我，很想你

恨不得每一分、每一秒都待在你的身边

即使我们分开了...

很想你，听见了吗??

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