Day #2

Today is MUET listening, reading and writing examination..

Yet yesterday night I slept for only 2 hours plus..

Thus, during exam keep on fall asleep..haha

Anyway, I stomach ache again >.

Really sweat la..

Everytime during important timing,

Sure got something happened..

Luckily I brought along my lucky necklace (perhaps)

I hope it will wish me pass the MUET test..

Get at least band 4 lur...(dreaming..haha)

Nowadays I realise I love to blog..

WHY??

May be blog is the best way that I can write everything into it..

And there is no objection will be voice out..

Even it dislike what am I writing..:p

I have free to write anything I want..^^

Day #2..

Trying to forget..

I heard my idol -- SHE

A old song from them,-- 他还是不懂 (He is still don't understand)

A song that suit my situation now..

Haha..

Sing along when radio playing this song..

Nice~~~ 

Night,

Go to my aunt's house again..

Tire~~~argh~!!!

Day #1

Now, I'm not gonna to record down our sweet memories..

I wanna record, the days I've been through without you...

That is funny..

However, I'm trying to calculate..

I need how many days, to put it down :)

Well..

Today is day #1..

Suffer...

But I'm trying not to let my tears come out..

Ya..you know me well..

I am not as sturdy as others thought..

I have to..

Cause there is nobody protect me..

I have to depend on myself..

And as I said before..

I will not in a relationship anymore..

It is hurt enough..

No matter is loving someone or being love..

Very tired..

It will bring me to death...

I can't sleep...

I scare once I sleep,

I will dream of us..

What we had been through..

I don't want my pillow get wet when I wake up from dream..

Twice..

Second time..

Maybe I am not suitable to love someone at all...

End of Our Story, End of This Blog

As you said,

This is the end of our love story..

I'm a silly girl..

Or maybe use stupid is more suitable..

Not going to talk much here..

If not,I become grandmother again..

Haha..

Someone hate it :)

I really do appreciate what you have brought to me my dear :)

All happiness..

I'm not gonna to think about those unhappy memories...

Cause I know everyone couple will face the same problem..

However, i don't think among all the couples..

In their heart,there is only hurt and sadness..

Actually in their mind,happiness has remain the most ^^

Because they love each other..

What they wanna give to each other are the best :)

Thus, no matter how hard it is,

they willing to do everything..

Everything, to let each other happy..

Have you hear of it before??

How deep and how much you love someone, is proved through hurt..

Once you hurt your beloved or vice versa,

then you will realise that actually you love him/her so much..

Cause you feel hurt when u hurt the one you love..

Nobody...Nobody...

Hope to see the one he/she love in suffer..

So am I...

Sorry I can't be perfect for you,

I've tried my best yet still fail..

Haha..

Anyway,

YOU ARE THE BEST FOR ME IN MY LIFE :)

I'm not sure whether I will continue this blog or stop it..

I not yet decided..

There are too many memories here..

That I refuses to remember anymore..

Those sweet memories for me now

Are all pain memories....

主动？？被动？？

唉..

算了吧！

每次都是我做主动去挽回，

到了某些时候，

我只是想知道我在你心目中到底是不是那么重要而已

得到的却是你的责骂...

是我太过在乎你吗？？

或许我不应该..

应该说是我太主动还是你太被动？？

这是还是第一遭~

感觉真不好！

你问我，为什么那么在乎你的面子书是否还放着单身..

当然在乎..

因为你之前怎样对我

还是历历在目

即使如何努力去忘记，

伤痕依旧不会消失

我在想，这段感情在我努力挽回的时候，

或许就该结束

为什么？？

你有没有想过我的感受？

即使我嘴巴上再说没事，

心里的痛依然存在..

我只不过是一个普通的女生

需要安全感

想要被疼

我比其他女孩更脆弱

只是我永远不会再别人面前表现出来

而你口中的埋怨全都是我

好想哭~

我只是想你，想你做些事情让我真的安心，

但是你却觉得多余、无聊

是我没事找架吵

唉..

远距离恋爱已经够辛苦了

加上我又面对那么多问题

多希望你能够体谅我

而不是一直买怨我不够体谅你

现在，

我什么都不会再做了

多余的、应该的、不应该的..

我都不会再做..

累了..

虽说你付出的并不一定是你可以得到的，

但是你又有没有想过，

一直付出的人，也会有累的一天？