Day #1

Now, I'm not gonna to record down our sweet memories..

I wanna record, the days I've been through without you...

That is funny..

However, I'm trying to calculate..

I need how many days, to put it down :)

Well..

Today is day #1..

Suffer...

But I'm trying not to let my tears come out..

Ya..you know me well..

I am not as sturdy as others thought..

I have to..

Cause there is nobody protect me..

I have to depend on myself..

And as I said before..

I will not in a relationship anymore..

It is hurt enough..

No matter is loving someone or being love..

Very tired..

It will bring me to death...

I can't sleep...

I scare once I sleep,

I will dream of us..

What we had been through..

I don't want my pillow get wet when I wake up from dream..

Twice..

Second time..

Maybe I am not suitable to love someone at all...