I don't know

"I don't know"

This is the sentence you use to tell me nowadays...

I'm wondering, whether is I too disturbing??

So you have to perfunctory me??

I don't know too...

You told me before..

We will been through all the hardship..

Cause we love each other

I worry about you..

Because I do not know what is happening on you...

You refuses to tell me..

I feel so hurt..sad..(tears dropping)

Cause you've promised me you will share everything with me..

Now...no more...

The feeling is complicated..

I don't know how to express..

Due to i got a lot of problems facing too

I really need you by my side

To share my pain

It is suffer I have to bear all these alone

Yet it is my fate

Remember I said before??

After you, I will be single..

Don't want in a relationship anymore..

I need time..

TO recover my hurts...

To forgot hurts...

To get my confident of love..

To trust love is beautiful...

After twice of the experience,

I scared of love...

Please don't come to me anymore..

You told me,if we are fate to together, 

we will couple again in the future time..

However,

Do you ever think maybe that time I've already dead?

That time I've already marry?

I've leave you far far away?

Even thought I'm still loving you a lot..

Is that fate??

I don't know..

I already tried my best to save our relationship

Yet still fail..

Here is a message you sent me before...

You are always there for me,

When things tend to go wrong,

It's that faith you have in me,

Thats makes our love strong.

I'm not sure whether you still remember or not..

For me, Its important..

I wanna get out of your life..

Since I'm too disturbing..

Your life have been disturb by me..

And makes you suffer...

Yesterday,

You cried in front of me

My heart is very pain..

I am not tend to makes you cry

But once you cry,

I know you also don't want break up with me,

WHY WE HAVE TO SUFFER OURSELVES AND SEPARATE??

I can walk through all the hardships with you

Accompany you whenever you need me..

Just by your side

Hand hold hand

I trust we can

But you rejected..

You rejected me..

As i'm a stranger..

I miss the time we together

We cry

We laugh

We play

We celebrate

We share

We love....

Now everything are gone..

Cause you choose to give up without my permission

And also my knowing

I love the way you hug me

I love the way you kiss me

I love the way you protect me

I love you..

Cause you are you

Nobody can replace you...