Disappointed

Once again, I felt disappointed...

Today I've made a call...To know that whether you coming or not...

I'm so happy when I know today has no any co-curricular activities..

Because I thought I can have a lunch with you...

To replace that Tuesday and Wednesday I can't accompany you..

And...I MISS YOU too...

Too bad...

I disappointed again...

I know you are tire..

Don't know why...

I just can't control myself...

Too miss you??

Too love you??

Sigh...

Thus, I decided...

I don't want call you anymore after school...

At least I won't expect too much..

If you didn't come, then I straight away go home..

No need to think so much...Expect so much..

Thinking when you are coming..

If you coming, I can have more surprise...

I will be more happy...

Cause that is unexpected...

May be I hurt you...

But I am protecting myself from getting hurt again..

I really do not want to cry again..

It make me feel I'm useless..

I can only cry...I can do nothing..

Or maybe I just requesting too much??

Should I stop dreaming??

Should I???